Thursday, March 28, 2013

To Kill A Mockingbird



    
    To Kill A Mockingbird by Harper Lee is unarguably one of the merit of American literature  It’s the representation of an important era in U.S history. By describing the lives under the Great Depression in a southern small town, Maycomb, To Kill A Mockingbird reveals the permanent themes of the perplexity human nature, hypocrisy, racial and sexual inequity, and the nonavailability of becoming apathetic in the way to adulthood. These themes are the deep and profound introspection of our civilization that even decades pass, its value never faded.                           
   
    A person is hard to explicitly define as good or evil, most of the time these two contrary attributes coexist in same person. Mrs. Dubose, a vicious racist, who had poured her mean curses about Atticus on two innocent children, eventually reveals her nobility as the story advance. It turns out that she was morphine addicted, and knowing her days will soon come, decided to "leave this world beholden to nothing and nobody", even though that means afflicting insufferable pain. At this point, all the arbitrary labels about this lady vanished. A man's nature is far beyond our comprehension, but our judgments are often arbitrary and mist by our naive prejudice and preoccupation. We are stubborn and hardheaded to rely on our biased understanding of others, which makes the scene of posing morality sanctimoniously and accuse others so common in our civilization. Perhaps the only way to detach from this bigotry is, as Atticus said: "You never really understand a person until you consider things from his point of view", transposition consideration.
    
    As the material civilization progressing, people wear their personage in front of others, hypocrisy become part of the everyday lives. To Kill A Mockingbird accurately criticize this phenomenon. The most representative scene is the refreshment of the Missionary Circle. While Mrs. Merriweather kept on boasting her congregations’ achievements on aiding the Mrunas tribe in Africa, she ignores the poverty inside her community. Good deeds become the capital of showing off of her; the most benevolent intention isn't pure anymore.
    
    Racial and sexual discrimination are also the main theme of the book. Tom Robinson, the tragic figure of the story, who had been wrongly accused to rape a white girl. Even though the evidence clearly supports his innocence, he was still judge by his color of skin and been convicted. The scenario seems to be exaggerated, but that was exactly what had happened on history. People bear an innate prejudice, believed in the racial supremacy and inferiority, ignoring the fact that "all man are created equal". This foolishness incurred the misery of an entire race for years. Sexual discrimination is also implied in the book. Scout was constantly required by Aunt Alexandra to behave well and be a lady. The women's position was defined and solidified in that time, cut off all the other potentials and possibility of women----they were subjected to the social norm of male chauvinism.
    The last theme, and the most interesting theme, Lee tried to convey was child has more wisdom than adults due to their innocence. In the scene of Dill and Scout went out of the court and met Mr. Raymond, they discovered Mr. Raymond was pretending alcoholic to give the folk a reason about him staying with colored race. When Dill and Scout ask him why him tell them this, Mr. Raymond answered: "Because you are children and you can understand it." Our mind, by the influence of the education and social norms, are stuck into stereotypes and lost the capacity of comprehension. We start to observe this world through the lens of our ossification, rather than acquire information from fact itself. Thus, we become more stubborn and thus, we become more apathetic. Children's innocence is the purity of the world, fortunately we were born with it, but we lost in gradually during our way to adulthood. The world can only be harmonious and beautiful when all men are spiritually children, as the quote on the preface of To Kill A Mockingbird, "Lawyer, I suppose, were children once."

Friday, March 1, 2013

Self Portrait Poem


10 things to be true
1.    Life will be mundane without aestheticism
2.    Impermanence of all things
3.    Human cannot perceive objective truths
4.    Tolerance and acceptance make prosperity
5.    Life has no predestinated purpose
6.    Relativity of values and standards
7.    Respect to the world and tininess of mankind
8.    Human created the concept and identity of "I" thought they are segregated and individual
9.    The earth is round
10. The committee of 2013 Oscar is kitschy, snobbish and doesn't have artistic taste at all


10 objects I can't live without
1.    Internet
2.    Novels which ages approximately 50-100 years
3.    Jazz&New Age
4.    Cats&dogs
5.    Bamboo forest
6.    Sunset&dusk
7.    Beverages
8.    Different school of thoughts (philosophies, values, world views)
9.    Confidant
10. Chinese


10 things I should have learned by now
1.    Live peacefully
2.    Live unrestrainedly
3.    Economics
4.    Appreciation and aestheticism of colors
5.    Postmodernism and everything relate to it
6.    Leadership
7.    Existentialism (and other philosophy genres)
8.    An instrument (prefer harmonica or Guchin)
9.    Mixology
10. Cuisine


10 of my greatest fears
1.    Intolerable and depressive environments
2.    Imperious authorities
3.    Single thought dominates
4.    Extreme imperfection
5.    Furious temperament
6.    Change of environment
7.    Idleness
8.    Unwarranted Future
9.    Moth
10. Trypophobia   


10 things, places, people etc. that make me the most happy
1.    Listen to music while walking toward home in dusk
2.    Drink tea in an isolated temple
3.    Wander in subtropical mountain forest
4.    Curl up in the couch and read a book with hot drinks in winter
5.    Autumn Ginkgo
6.    Breeze
7.    Traveling
8.    Feast
9.    A profound discussion
10. Literatures


10 places I will visit before I die
1.    London
2.    Ireland
3.    Taj Mahal
4.    Amsterdam
5.    Rome&Vatican
6.    Jerusalem
7.    Mt. Everest
8.    Some isolated village hasn't influence by modernization
9.    Somewhere no concept of money
10. Musee du Louvre


Look yonder in the yawn,
There is John
An image of diligence, consciousness and curiosity,
That never went gone
Who has no siblings in that vacant house
Pursuing for harmony, wisdom, realization, and nothing else
Feel excited in the morning, sleepy afternoon
and melancholy wells up under the moon
Wandering in the bamboo forest, peering at the sea,
doing such things that others think fool
He often helpful, sometimes quibble,
pointing out the issue in his mumble
Escape from oppression, fear of imperfection,
unwilling to succumb to his limitation
Dream to see tolerance, acceptance and consciousness on earth
But he lived in China since his birth
Until one day, he went on the plane
With suitcases of two, his name is Su